Does it count as "crying" if you tear up, then realize that you're in public and stop?

Jai said yes. I was about to argue with him when I started crying for real.

Make that three days in a row, folks. Good thing I skipped Saturday, cuz this is just getting annoying.

I'm really not all that worried about my body's sudden interest in estrogen. While the past few days have been hard, for sure, it's also been really cathartic to get it all out...all the crap that's been building and building and building. Sort of like taking Milk of Magnesia for the soul.

Gross.

On the bright side, maybe all this extra feminine girly what-not that's going on with me means that I'll get bigger boobs. There is a plus side to everything, and I'll find it. Even if it's a stretch. And highly unlikely.